Tuesday, May 19, 2009

James and Sarah's Goals for 2009

Commitments + Goals = Results

Develop a burning desire to achieve your goals and a commitment to persist until you do.

Very important things are accomplished with Goals:
Goals turn dreams into reality.
Goals are the road map to your end result.
Goals measure progress
James and Sarah Goals for 2009

Our commitment and goals for my finacial freedom are:

90-Day Earnings Goal:
$2,000+ month

2-3 Year Earnings Goal:
$20,000+ month

What is our "why" what dreams and desire do you plan to accomplish in 3-10 years?

Being very successful in USANA will help us to make a difference in our life and will help us to acheive the following goals:
To start our own foundation - "The Fill A Need Foundation"
To own our home
To open a Breastfeeding Mothers Centre
Not to need but to receive
Be Heatlhy
Have met 50% of Dream Goals
Be Self Sufficent in fruit, vegtables and eggs
We are committed to:
Working the business 30 hours per week
Approaching a minimum of 5 prospects per week
Sponsoring a minimum of 4 Associates per month
Obtaining a minimum of 5 new customers per month
Learning how to give an effective presentation
Working with my upline for a minimum of 13 months
Creating a collage of pictures of our dreams and post them with a copy of this in a place I see every day.Our success will be determined by our efforts and being teachable


Our Dream house


Mini Bikes for the kids


Flying Fox in the backyard



Fast computer




Play ground for the kids





Chook pen and vegie garden

Cruise in the carribeen
Writing a book
Scuba diving in the Great Barrier Reef
Make over
Jet ski
Going to fine dining restuarants
Home theartre System
Home Gym
Harley
Going to the Grand Cayon
Dream house in the country
Fly first class
Have a gourmet Kitchen
Daily massages
Selection of fine wines
Caravan
Fishing Boat
Go Game hunting
Have a holiday house at the Caloundra
Holiday in the bay Islands
Drive a sports car
Go on a carribeen cruise
Go to the hairdressers regularly
Have a great home office
Go 4 wheel driving
Take the kids to Disney Land
Honey moon
Take the kids to Sea World

Sunday, May 17, 2009

New Day

Well today has been very full on. Not realising until it was too late I had booked myself pretty full. Clean the house, church 9:30am, come home to finish cleaning and getting the house ready, getting baptised at 1 pm back home and then sense party. I considered not getting baptised as I had been seeming to come down with a slight cold over the past few days. But after speaking to my mum, I decided to that being baptised was an important thing that I needed to do in my life. By honouring God, He would then fulfil our desires. I felt that this was especially important as we are wanting to succeed in Usana. I also felt like it was finishing of the old life. Since having spoken to Greg weeks ago, I have felt like something has changed.

James and I have now been taking the Usana for about a week. James has done the 5 day reset. I have noticed a big difference in the way he is. He seems a lot more like when we first met. He doesn't seem as irritable. He has lost 3kgs. He still feels tired some of the time, but it is going to take some as it took him such a long time to get to where he is today.

At the skin care party I had invited many but only 2 people turned up. I feel though that God will only put the people into our lives who really need to hear about Usana at that moment. So every oportunity is valuable and not a waste at all. I am having another one next weekend so we will see what happens with that. I believe there will be heaps more.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Turn to God

It is amazing how God speaks to us. Since deciding to join Usana I have been wanting to make sure it is the thing that God wants us to do. When I went to Church yesterday the message was all about having faith in God and asking for what you want and believing that God will answer those prayers. I have also been amazed when looking at the Word for Today that it was so relivant. They are as follows:

The Word For Today
Daily Devotional
Written by Bob & Debby Gass & Ruth Gass Halliday.

Thursday 7 May 2009

Begin again!
"...You have heard of the perseverance of Job..."James 5:11 NKJV
There are four faces of the man of God in the book of Ezekiel: a lion, an eagle, a man, and an ox. The last face, the ox, speaks of perseverance. The ox is a plodder. He will plough from sunrise until sunset. Put him in a stall, feed him, and next day he'll plough and plod until the task is complete. He refuses to quit. Look at Job, attending the funeral of his ten children, losing his wealth and his health, listening to a wife with a tongue sharp enough to clip a hedge. Yet despite all the dour words he didn't quit. Learn from him! "You have heard of the perseverance of Job, and seen the end intended by the Lord." Job focused on the end-goal, not the immediate circumstance. Our problem is, we want it all now. A billboard reads, 'Antiques manufactured while you wait.' Life doesn't work that way! There are times when quitting looks good, defeat inescapable and retreat the only option. The question is, how will you handle these times? David Ben-Gurion observed: "Courage is a special kind of knowledge; the knowledge of how to fear what ought to be feared and how not to fear what ought not to be feared. From this knowledge comes an inner strength that inspires us to push on in the face of great difficulty. What can seem impossible is often possible with courage." So whatever difficulties you're facing today, draw on God's grace and keep trying. Mountains only seem so high from the valley. The road to success runs uphill; don't expect to break any speed records. The thing to try when all else fails is 'begin again!'
Soulfood Bible Readings Num 11-13, Mark 7:1-13, Ps 37:32-40, Pr 11:7-8
Published in Australia by United Christian Broadcasters Australia (UCB). www.ucb.com.au © Copyright 2004.


The Word For Today
Daily Devotional
Written by Bob & Debby Gass & Ruth Gass Halliday.

Friday 8 May 2009

Strengthen your mind through the Scriptures!
"Study... present yourself to God approved, a workman..."2 Timothy 2:15 AMP
Our bodies don't work too well without adequate exercise; neither do our minds! Ever go back upstairs to remind yourself of why you originally went downstairs? Are names, numbers and appointments you remembered effortlessly in the past becoming increasingly elusive? Do you sometimes wonder if you're 'losing it?' Doctors say that in most cases, mindless hours in front of television, avoiding intellectual stimulation and exertion, result in the shrinking of our mind's capacity, including our memory. 'Brain fitness' experts assure us that our brains don't grow old from working too hard, but from hardly working at all. 'Brain plasticity' - the capacity of our mind to retain or regain flexibility - is a matter of exercise. When you just let your mind 'vegetate' and don't stretch it with thoughtful reading, rational thinking, intelligent analysis and conversation, it loses plasticity and becomes old at any age. On the other hand, if you challenge your mind regularly, your brain gets younger as you get older (the problem is not how old your brain is, but how old your thinking is). Here's a great way to strengthen your mind: "Study... present yourself to God approved, a workman who has no cause to be ashamed...accurately dividing the Word of truth." The word 'study' in Greek text means to exert yourself mentally, to push your mind to study God's Word. Like a 'workman,' make it work! God promises that if you meditate on His Word daily you'll become "...like a tree planted by streams of water...which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers" (Ps 1:3 NIV). Don't let your mind 'wither;' exercise and strengthen it by studying the Scriptures!
Soulfood Bible Readings Num 14-15, Mark 7:14-23, Ps 44:1-8, Pr 11:9
Published in Australia by United Christian Broadcasters Australia (UCB). www.ucb.com.au © Copyright 2004.


Command 17: Ask, Seek, and Knock Day 113
Ask for “Good Things”!
One day, a teenage boy informed me that he did not believe in prayer. I asked him why not, and he stated, “Because one time I begged God to answer my prayer and He did not do it.” I responded, “If you asked God for the right thing, you can be sure He gave it to you, because He promises that ‘everyone that asketh receiveth.’ Maybe the problem was that you were not asking for the right thing.”
Command Seventeen:
“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened” (Matthew 7:7–8).
In this command, God compares His giving to that of a loving father; thus, He reasons, “If his son ask bread, will he give him a stone? Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent? If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?” (Matthew 7:9–11).
Good things from the Lord are also spoken of in the Psalms. “Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits … Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle’s” (Psalm 103:2, 5).
“Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights” (James 1:17).
Just as every good gift comes from God, we can be sure that all the things He gives us are indeed good. At times, we may ask for things that we think are good but that would actually bring us harm if we received them. Our omniscient heavenly Father wisely and lovingly does not grant us these requests.
In addition to providing for our needs, God wants to use us as channels of blessing and provision to others. By cooperating with Him in giving to others, we can participate in the advancement of His kingdom. For this reason, the context of this command is significant. The disciples had observed Jesus praying and said, “Lord, teach us to pray.” Jesus then gave them a model prayer. It begins with a focus on God’s name: “Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.” This is followed by a primary concern for God’s kingdom: “Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.”
Then, our needs are presented: “Give us this day our daily bread.” Next, we are challenged to forgive as we would wish to be forgiven: “And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.” The final request is to “lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil [the evil one].” Then the reason is given for God to answer this prayer: “For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever. Amen.”
When we are more concerned about the name and reputation of God and His kingdom than we are concerned about our own needs and desires, we will have a powerful basis for prayer. Let’s take a closer look at the things we pray for to determine if they are “good things” and if our motives in asking are right. (See James 4:3.)
Through Christ our Lord,
Bill Gothard

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you …” (Matthew 7:7–8).

Command 17: Ask, Seek, and Knock Day 114
Ask With Fervency!
Why is it that sometimes we pray and seek for good things, but nothing seems to happen? One answer is that we may not be praying with sufficient fervency. This is the instruction of James 5:16: “The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much [makes much power available].”
Elijah “was a man subject to like passions as we are, and he prayed earnestly that it might not rain: and it rained not on the earth by the space of three years and six months. And he prayed again, and the heaven gave rain, and the earth brought forth her fruit” (James 5:17–18).
Fervent prayer fulfills the requirement to seek God with our whole heart so we can find Him. (See Jeremiah 29:13.)
God records the fervency of Elijah’s praying: [he] “cast himself down upon the earth, and put his face between his knees (I Kings 18:42). Seven times Elijah fervently prayed for rain. Daniel’s fervency is also recorded for our instruction: “And I set my face unto the Lord God, to seek by prayer and supplications, with fasting, and sackcloth, and ashes” (Daniel 9:3). He prayed for 21 days!
A Christian couple was experiencing financial pressures and purposed to get out of debt. They began praying that God would bring a buyer for some land that they owned. After two years of praying, not one person had even called about the property. The financial pressures were becoming more intense. One day they learned about the power of crying out and fervently asked God to sell their land. Within 24 hours God brought a buyer who paid the full price they were asking!
A fervent cry is important because it represents an unconditional surrender to a holy and loving God.
It is evident from God’s dealings with Israel that His number-one concern was that they would keep their focus on Him. For 40 years God trained Israel to look to Him each day for their daily bread, but as soon as they entered the Promised Land, they began looking to other gods.
For this reason, God brought about circumstances that would motivate them to turn away from other gods and cry out to Him for the deliverance that only He can give. (See Psalm 50:15.) In crying out, we must not only be fervent; we must also be patient. Remember that God heard Israel’s cry for deliverance from the bondage of Egypt, and He sent them a deliverer. However, Moses came as a baby and they had to wait 80 years for him to lead them out of bondage. In the meantime, God was preparing them to fully trust Him and to be giant killers in the Land of Promise.
If we have prayed for God to solve an impossible situation and nothing has happened, let’s ask ourselves if we have prayed with the fervency of total surrender and are cooperating with God during our time of waiting.
Through Christ our Lord,
Bill Gothard

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you …” (Matthew 7:7–8).

Command 17: Ask, Seek, and Knock Day 115
Ask With Confidence!
God will always act in accordance with His Word. What an awesome opportunity this affords us to know the will of God! Our responsibility is to study His Word and have it continually before our eyes so that we can obey it and draw upon it when a need arises. This is the basis for effective prayers.
Daniel looked to God’s Word given in the writings of Moses and Jeremiah to understand God’s will regarding the Jews captivity. Based on this understanding of God’s will from Scripture, Daniel prayed for God to carry out His sovereign will. (See Daniel 9.)
What greater source of confidence could we have than God’s Word, which states, “Everyone that asketh receiveth” (Matthew 7:8).
Years ago, after a Basic Seminar in Seattle, Washington, a couple asked me if I would pray with them for a child. They had prayed for several years and had not yet received a child. As I asked several questions of the couple, I also asked the Lord for the Scriptures on which I could base my prayer.
He brought to my mind His first command to mankind, “Be fruitful and multiply.” He also brought to mind the words of Psalm 127:3–5, “Lo, children are an heritage of the LORD: and the fruit of the womb is his reward. … Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of them.” Then I remembered the words of Jesus: “Whoso shall receive [including receiving into one’s family] one such little child in my name receiveth me” (Matthew 18:5).
As these Scriptures filled my mind, a great source of faith filled my heart, and I had great confidence that God was going to give this couple a child. After we prayed, I made them promise to bring the child to the seminar the next year. Sure enough, the next year during a break, I saw this couple pushing a baby stroller toward the platform so that I could see the answer to our prayers.
The preparation of an effective prayer often requires more time than the presentation of the prayer.
The vital importance and effectiveness of basing prayers on the Word of God is clearly stated in John 15:7: “If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.” The commands of Christ that we are learning are the words of Jesus. Thus, John writes, “And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight” (I John 3:22). Let’s learn the Word of God so that we can confidently present our requests to Him, knowing that they are in accordance with His will.
Through Christ our Lord,
Bill Gothard

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you …” (Matthew 7:7–8).

Command 17: Ask, Seek, and Knock Day 116
Seek and Find!
It would be hard to estimate the number of Christians who pray for a needed item, and after a time of waiting, conclude that God did not give it to them. This conclusion is not always the case since the Scripture states, “For everyone that asketh receiveth” (Matthew 7:8).
The problem may not be God’s failure to give, but it may be our failure to seek and find what He gave: “He that seeketh findeth.” The sequence of giving, seeking, and finding is illustrated in the world of nature. God states that He feeds the fowls of the air and the beasts of the field. (See Matthew 6:26.) However, He does not spread out their food each day, but rather provides it in such a way that they must seek it out.
It would require a huge room in heaven to contain all the unclaimed gifts that God has given in answer to prayers.
Years ago, our Printing Department expressed an urgent need for a five-color Heidelberg press. We asked God for it and believed that He had given it to us. Then I sent them out to look for it. They informed me that the kind of press we were looking for cost approximately $600,000. I explained that we did not have that much money, and therefore, they must keep looking for the press that God had provided for us.
Later, they returned with great excitement. They had found a better Heidelberg press, and after negotiations and trading in one of our old presses, it would cost only $300,000! We all felt a peace that this was God’s provision but asked Him to confirm it. The day before we were to make our final decision, we received an unexpected gift of $300,000! When visitors take tours at Headquarters, we are privileged to explain this supernatural provision. Leaders from other nations have literally praised God because of this provision, even though some of them had previously stated that they did not believe in God.
Seeking God requires initiative and diligence on our part.
A young couple in Illinois asked God for a home that they could buy without going into debt. By exercising thriftiness and resourcefulness, they were able to save $10,000 each year toward the purchase of their home. After five years, a distant relative heard about their commitment to purchase a home debt-free and sent them a totally unexpected gift of $35,000!
With $85,000 they went out “just to look” and found their “dream house.” However, it was priced at $125,000. They told the owners that this was exactly what they were looking for and they hoped that it would be back on the market in four years when they had enough money to buy it. The owners were so impressed with this couple and their commitment to not go into debt that they sold them the house for $85,000!
Let’s realize that God delights to demonstrate His love and power to those whose hearts are fully devoted to Him and who seek and find the gifts He gives.
Through Christ our Lord,
Bill Gothard

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you …” (Matthew 7:7–8).


Command 17: Ask, Seek, and Knock Day 117
Seek the Best First!
A philosopher once observed that there are two great tragedies in life. The first tragedy is not getting the desires of our heart. The second tragedy is getting them! The problem is that we think we know what we want, but when we finally get it, it is not what we thought it was going to be. We are disappointed and become disillusioned.
For this reason we must first seek the face of the Giver before seeking His gifts. There is a built-in reward for all who do this. A 16-year-old King of Israel discovered that “as long as he sought the LORD, God made him to prosper” (II Chronicles 26:5). Notice that God does not say that He will bless our labor for Him, but He will bless our seeking of Him. In fact, He reproved the church at Ephesus for losing their first love for Him, even though they were busy doing good works. (See Revelation 2:15.)
God wants us to seek His face rather than His hand.
One of the practical reasons for seeking the Lord is so that He will give us the right desires. Then we will want the right things. “Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart” (Psalm 37:4).
The most important reason, however, is that God created us to have fellowship with Him. All of the circumstances in life are designed to promote and strengthen this fellowship. David understood this when he wrote, “One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to inquire in his temple” (Psalm 27:4). Then David gives a powerful personal testimony in Psalm 105:4 and Psalm 34:10:
“Seek the LORD, and his strength: seek his face evermore.” “They that seek the LORD shall not want any good thing.”
As a teenager, I would read these verses and want to apply them, but I wondered how to do it. Then one day I discovered the words of Psalm 63:1–6, “O God, thou art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee … . My soul shall be satisfied as with marrow and fatness; and my mouth shall praise thee with joyful lips: When I remember thee upon my bed, and meditate on thee in the night watches.”
I began to go to sleep meditating on a passage of newly memorized Scripture. I would share it with the Lord over and over, each time emphasizing a different word and trying to picture its application in my life. God began to prosper my life with all the good things that He knew would bring success. Because there is nothing more important in life or foundational to daily success, I am praying that nothing will hinder you from seeking the Lord’s face!
Through Christ our Lord,
Bill Gothard

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you …” (Matthew 7:7–8).

Command 17: Ask, Seek, and Knock Day 118
Knock With the Right Name!
Why is a good name rather to be chosen than great riches? (See Proverbs 22:1.) It is because a name is more than a label; it represents the character and nature of the person who has it. This is why Jesus instructs us to use His name when we pray.
“Whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it” (John 14:13–14).
The name of Jesus is bigger than the word Jesus. It represents many important attributes that identify His person, character, function, authority, and power. For example, He is our Redeemer, Protector, Shepherd, Provider, and Counselor. He is our Light, Bread of Life, Living Water, Wisdom, and a host of other characteristics. His names testify to the fact that He is everything we currently need or ever will need.
When we bring a request to our heavenly Father, we should understand the nature of the Lord Jesus that directly relates to that request. If we are asking for physical healing, we could use the name of Jesus as our Great Physician, because He is the One Who makes the spirit, soul, and body whole. If we ask for wisdom, we can use the name of Jesus as our Mighty Counselor.
When Hezekiah appealed to God for deliverance from the enemy, he recognized the precise attribute of God that related to his need. He began with these words: “O Lord God of Israel.” “Israel” means “God prevails.” It was the name given to Jacob after he wrestled with the angel and said, “I will not let you go until you bless me.” Then Hezekiah stated, “Thou art the God, even thou alone, of all the kingdoms of the earth.” God assured Hezekiah, “That which thou hast prayed to me … I have heard.” (See II Kings 19:15–20.)
“They that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek thee” (Psalm 9:10).
Jesus asked His disciples, “Whom do men say that I the Son of man am?” They responded by giving names: “Some say that thou art John the Baptist: some, Elias; and others, Jeremias, or one of the prophets.” Then Jesus asked, “But whom say ye that I am?” Peter responded by saying, “Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God.” Jesus told Peter, “Flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven.” (See Matthew 16:13–17.)
When we ask, seek, and knock, do we recognize the authority and power behind the precious name of Jesus? He is “far above all principality, and power, and might, and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this world, but also in that which is to come.” (See Ephesians 1:15–23.) Let’s learn as many of Jesus’ names as we can so we can more fully understand and appreciate His character and nature and look to Him to meet all of our needs.
Through Christ our Lord,
Bill Gothard

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you …” (Matthew 7:7–8).

Command 17: Ask, Seek, and Knock Day 119
Knock With Persistence!
When Jesus taught His disciples how to pray, He told them a story about someone who had encountered an unexpected need. This example is a powerful illustration of the command to ask, seek, and knock.
At midnight a man in need knocked on the door of his friend and asked for some loaves of bread. Even though the friend knew the man’s name and accepted him as a friend, he would not get out of bed to meet the need until the man was persistent. “Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity [persistence] he will rise and give him as many [loaves] as he needeth.” (See Luke 11:5–8).
Persistent “knocking” reinforces fervent prayer. It confirms our passion to have God do great things.
The fervent prayers recorded in Scripture reveal the great passions of men and women of faith who have earnestly sought after God and His kingdom. Without a passion, our lives are bland and mundane; with a passion, they can be dynamic and productive.
The reformer John Knox had a passion and vision to reach the nation of Scotland with the Gospel. Though persecuted by the Church of Rome and others, he continued to boldly proclaim the truth of God’s Word. He would frequently pray with fervency and power, “O God, give me Scotland, or I die!” God heard those cries and worked through John Knox to bring about a great awakening in that nation. What passions do we have that call for fervent praying, diligent seeking, and persistent knocking?
If we ask, seek, and knock, God will open up the right doors.
In this command, Jesus did not identify what the “door” represented. However, other Scripture verses explain the significance of a door. The first door that Jesus will open up is a greater understanding of Himself. He stated, “I am the door” (John 10:9). He will then open up a door of faith. (See Acts 14:27.) Through faith, He will open up great and effectual doors of opportunity. (See I Corinthians 16:9.) With these doors will come a further “door of utterance, to speak the mystery of Christ” (Colossians 4:3).
It is God Who opens these doors, not us; and we are told in Revelation 3:8 that when God opens a door, no man can shut it. Over the years, I have asked God to open many different doors of opportunity, and I have seen Him do so in marvelous ways.
In your journaling this week, it would be meaningful to record any significant prayers that you have not yet seen God answer. Think through the searching and knocking that you can do in order to appropriate what you asked God for. Your personal experiences related to this command will be a valuable spiritual heritage from which your family and others can gain insights and encouragement to ask, seek, and knock.
Through Christ our Lord,
Bill Gothard

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you …” (Matthew 7:7–8).
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Saturday, May 9, 2009

Friday, May 8, 2009

Our Life to this point.

1996
June - James and I met whilst working doing door to door sales in Brisbane, and started going out on a week later on the 7th of June.
July - We moved in together 4 weeks after we met. From the very start we seemed to have a connection. We were living with James's sister Anna and her 2 boys Brodie and Jordan, in Mitchelton. Around this time James got some work with the Health Insurance Commission but had to stop due to getting glandular fever.
October - We then moved to Wilston.
1997
January -We became engaged.
April - I started to study Childcare at Southbank TAFE and found out I was pregnant,
July - I started working at Yakka as a clothing machinist. James wasn't able to find work. We moved to Goodna so I could be closer to work at Dinmore.
November - We were behind in our rent and got an eviction notice, we then moved up to Kilcoy, in with James's parents.
1998
January- 19th Joshua James Black arrived a day early weighing 7 pounds 15 ounces. He was the most amazing thing to arrive in our lives.
February - We ended up moving to the Sunshine Coast to Maroochy River Resort.
April - James started to study at Nambour TAFE doing a Certificate in Hospitality. But he still had periods of time where he would get sick regularly.
July- 11th, the day before James's birthday we got married in Woodford. When we met, James was about a men's size large. But as time went on the weight slowly pack on. Our eating habits weren't that bad so it was really hard to work out why this was happening. We also weren't doing very well with our finances. James and I both had credit cards before we got together and as we both weren't very good at paying them we ended up with a bad credit rating. Once this happens you tend to bury your head in the sand and tend to not be as careful about paying your bills on time. As a consequence of this we would get phone bills and not pay them. We decided James would go bankrupt as we thought this was the answer to our problems cause everyone seemed to want their money at one.

December - I fell pregnant with our 2nd baby but sadly lost it when I was 8 weeks pregnant.
1999
June - We then tried again and fell pregnant. As we were living in a 2 bedroom unit, we didn't think this would be big enough so decided to move. After checking out prices of places to rent we decided to move to Caboolture. Before moving I sat down and wrote all the things we wanted to have in our life. One was a car, another was that we would move into a place that would have great neighbours, we would find a great church.
November - we moved into Simmons Street in Caboolture, I was 6 months pregnant. I was happy to be able to have this baby at Caboolture hospital as it was really great with Joshua. Whilst living in Simmons St we bought our first car, a Datsun 200b which needed to be put back together and done up. This and moving into the duplex saw that what I written down had actually come to pass. This became something that I believed could happen. James was un employed at this time.
2000
March - 15th Nicola Jayde Francis was born weighing 5 pounds 14 ounces, 8 days early.
When Nicola was around 6 months old James got work as a night Auditor. This was the first time he had done this type of work and found it very stressful because of the female boss. It was very hard for James to get the right amount of sleep and it was about 6 months later that James ended up having a break down. He also ended getting very sick. We didn't really think much else at this point about what else could be effecting him.
2001
I ended up being diagnosed with postnatal depression, when Nicola was around 1. I feel that this was due to the fact that James was working night duty and I would have to try and keep the kids quiet around tea time so James could sleep before he had to go to work at mid night. I ended up participating in a research project called the Wellbeing Project. Out of this I found out about Cognitive Behaviour Therapy. It seemed to be the answer for my depression. It dealt with issues I had from when I was a child.
September - I found out was pregnant with our 3rd child, due on 30th July, 2002. We also ended up getting a new car, a 1987 Ford xf Falcon.
November - We ended up moving into a housing Commission House in Lina St Caboolture.
Around this time James got a job at City Bank in the Call centre. He loved it at first. It seemed he had found something he really loved.
2002
August - 4th Matthew William Guilar Black arrives into the world, 4 days late weighing 6 pounds 10 ounces.


2003

January - Joshua started Pre-school at Morayfeild East State School
April - James ended up having a breakdown due to the stress of working in the call centre. He decided to quit due to having the breakdown. Because we were living on a credit card due to James being paid month to month we were then behind because we couldn't catch up that month. This just added to the stress.

June - We end up moving out of the housing commission house because it was too small and we were having problems with the neighbour over the back. We move to Maddison Crt in Upper Caboolture. James goes out to do strawberries with Sue. We changed Joshua to Minimbah Pre School.

October - After the finish of strawberries season, Matthew was 15 months old, I decided to try and get some work. I approached all the different childcare centres to see if anyone would give me work. I was able to start a trainee ship at a Caboolture Child care centre.
November - I found out I was pregnant.
December - On the 8th I ended having another miscarriage. I didn't think that this would happen again. It devastating especially being so close to Christmas. I was still working at the child care.
2004
February - I fell pregnant again. This was rather scary because of having lost the last baby.
May - I found out I was pregnant and started to bleed. Luckily the pregnancy continued. James started to work at packing strawberries.
July - I was 20 weeks pregnant and started to having a very stressful time due to the Director of the centre. I ended up being so stressed that I quit. I was able to work out at Strawberries as well.
December - 10th, being 10 days over due I was booked into be induced but the baby had other ideas and decided to come a few hours before I was suppose to be up at the hospital to be induced. By 9:11am Samuel Jaimieson was born, weighing 8 pounds 10 ounces.


2005
February - Nicola started prep at Tullawong because Minimbah wasn't offering it till the following year. Because we didn't want the kids going to 2 different schools we decided that to change Joshua over to Tullawong. By the end of the first week Joshua decided that he didn't want to go there. So life became very difficult for that term. He refused to go to school and would run away. In the end we decided to take him back to Minimbah. By term 2 everything had started to settle down.

May We decided to go back to strawberries as it seemed like a good way to catch up with all our debts. So I would only work till school finished and then go and pick up all the kids who were in 3 different places. It was very hectic.
November - We finished strawberries again. James would constantly get sick and feel totally exhausted after doing the season. He was also continually putting on weight.
December - The owners of our house so we have to move. We find a place in Creasthaven, Everglades dr. It is really nice.
2006
January - I ended have an time where I was bleeding for about 6 weeks. I thought that I may have fallen pregnant again but it didn't show up in the tests. From that moment on started having constant diarrea and doctors were at loss as to what it could be.
May We again decide to do strawberries but this time decided to get someone to come into the house to look after the kids. At first it went ok but after a while Joshua started to play up. He didn't like the person who was looking after them. We were also working 12 hour days.
September James ended up getting really sick and had to stop working. I decided to try and finish the season but after only a week found it very stressfull and ended up having a break down.
October After Samuel I was the biggest in my life up to 80 kgs. By October though due to the constant going to the toilet had started to loose weight and I was finding hard to eat fatty food. I also thought that I had really bad IBS as had previously been diaognosed with this but it had never been that bad. In the paper there was an add to go on a trial for a drug to help with IBS. So I applied and was accepted. They did a colomoscopy and it didn't turn up anything so they came to the conclusion that it was definaltly IBS because everything else had been ruled out.
December We ended up having to move again even though we had just signed another lease. The owener was having a problem with the real estate. So the real estate found us another house to move into a week before Christmas. It was in Parkridge Av the same estate as Maddison Crt, I ended up having to clean on Christmas day.
2007
January I was now doing the trial for a couple of months. Whilst on the trial I was suppose to be taking birth control so as to not fall pregnant. But was a bit naughty and was not taking it. As a consequence ended up falling pregnant with our 5 th child. James ended up getting a job at Woodford prison in the Stores. I also became apart of an advisory committee which was trying to develop a Peer Support program for breastfeeding mums to help support pregant mums through to 6 months of age.
February I informed the people in charge of the trial and had to cease doing it. I was now wieghing about 65 kgs when I fell pregnant. So I had lost about 15kgs just from going to the toilet constantly.
April I ended up having to go up to the hospital at 8 weeks and 12 weeks for a threatened misscarriage. I wasn't too stressed as this seemed to be normal for me in my pregnanicies.
June At 26 weeks pregnant I had a show and went up to the maternity ward to make sure everything was ok. They said it was but I could go into early labour. I had also started taking antidepressants cause the kids fighting was really getting to me. It was suppose to be pretty safe in pregnancy but could lead to early labour. James was constantly having time off due to getting the flu. He was about the biggest he had been in his life. He weighed about 150kgs. It was hard to work out why cause he was doing lots of exercise and was eating ok.
August 29th I was 30 weeks pregnant. I ended up severe pain in my lower back. So I went up to the hospital to get it checked out and I was having contractions. They did a test to see if I would there was a chance I would go into labour in the next week or so and it came back positive. So because Caboolture couldn't possibly take a 10 week preemie I was sent down to the Royal Womens Hospital in Brisbane. This meant James had to take time off work to look after the kids. He had used up most of his sick pay because of the amount of time he had due to being sick so it was very stressful. On the 2nd night in Brisbane my waters broke. I thought that this would mean that I would go into labour in the next day or so but they try and put off delivering the baby when they are preemie so they gave me anitbiotics. They had stopped the labour with blood pressure medication and had given me steroid injections to develop the babies lungs. I began to suffer from aniexty, which I think was due to the fact that they were giving me mild sleeping tablets. I was also not able to see James and the kids due to not being able to afford the petrol. Thank goodness the baby did not come in the week I was down there. At 31 weeks Caboolture hospital allowed me to be able to go there. So I went home and had to check in with the hospital.
September 32 weeks pregnant I again went into labour, this time they were able to stop it with pethadine. Because at home I kept going into labour they decided to have me stay in hopsital and but I was allowed to go home for a couple of hours each day. Monday the 10th I was 33 weeks and I went into labour again but had started to heomarrage. They decided that they couldn't let me continue so because I wasn't dilating they gave me a drip and induced me. That was at 7 pm and by 9 pm Jessica Lee Mckenzie was born naturally 2270grams or 5 pounds. She was taken straight into the special care nursery. James got to hold Jessica pretty much straight away but I had to wait until the next morning. Because I wanted to breastfeed her I started to express by pump every 2 hours. It wasn't too long and my milk started to come in. The next morning I was able to start to put Jessica on the breast to see if she could start to feed. They didn't think that she would cause she was only 33 weeks and the sucking reflex doesn't usually come in til 34 weeks but she was a natural. She only spent 14 days in the special care nursery before being able to come home. She did so well.


2008
June James ended up having more time off due to sickness. Whilst at home he started doing some research on the internet and found some imforatmation about Chronic Fatigue. He rang a support group in Toowoomba. What James explained about how he had been met all the critieria for Chronic Fatigue. They sent him out a list of Doctors who actually acknowledged that Chronic Fatigue actually does exist. We found one at the Sunshine Coast which was the closest to us. After going to an appointment the Doctor did some blood tests and it turned out James still had about 5 of the 6 strains of Glandualar fever in his system. The doctor said it was no wonder he was so run down. We had to go back every once a month. James got time off work.
December James ended up giving notice to work as the Doctor said it could be up to 2 years before he could work again. He decided to enrol in Uni to do law at home.
2009
May I am now down to a size 8 and 55kgs. I still have constant diareah everyday. I have recently done some research and now believe that I am celiac. So I have started to cut out gluten in my diet. This has been helping but it is very hard to cut it out completely when it seems to be in most things and also it is very exspensive. James has also not had much success with helping with the chronic fatigue. He is tired all the time and gets the flu regularly. A few weeks ago my brother Christopher asked if he could come around to see me the next day. I was a bit sceptical because I knew that he had just joined Usana, and I thought ok now he's going to join us up and I thought that there is no way in which we could do that at the moment. James was very wary and didn't really want to be there. The next day I found out Chris was bringing his mentor Greg with him. I thought that I would just listen to what Chris had to say to support what he was doing. I really wanted James to be there as well. Greg turned out to be amazing with what had happened in his life. Well we are now joined up and are now starting our new journey in life. I feel that God has placed this in our lives to help us get better not just in health but in our finaces.
11th May, James has now been taking the reset program for 4 days and has started to have a bit more energy. I have also been taking the full dose of the essentail pack and have found I am feeling a lot better with in myself and have a bit more energy. We have now done up our goals and have found the perfect house that we are going to own. From today on I will try and write a regular blog as to what has been happening with our journey with Usana. I know that people are skeptical about multi level marketing. But I want to show people if you can change your life around the way we are going to that anything is possible with Gods help.